Got Hope? Harvey Milk

the unforseen mess

My desire to work for a relationship exceeds my desire to run and hide in my shell. We exploded and it was scary. We reached inside and played on each others insecurities.

One of us needed to stop and listen and you were tagged. You listened to my criticisms and you took it. I watched your body slump with disappointment but I knew you were listening intently. Hearing my pain but ready to learn. I commend your ability to put in the work.

Little did we know the messes we create actually bring us closer. They create a euphoric ending to our beginning.

Walking forward with you by my side, armour down.

Cars and Sexual Identities

What would your choice be if you made six figures? Would you choose a car that is the most commonly driven car of all Colorado...a black Subaru Outback? Or would you be original? Some would consider the Outback to be the most appropriate for our weather. However, I believe a little research must take place before putting down one of your figures.

I'm not one to exploit myself. I'm not one that tries to look like others. Most wouldn't even guess my sexual preference. I drive a Subaru, a white Subaru Impreza to be exact, some would say that I'm a hypocrite, however even though it's a Subaru I believe it's not the most commonly driven color and year of all existing Subarus.

My Subaru was purchased from a used car lot and it was the only one standing. I purchased my car based on how well it handled. I traded in my Honda Civic. Drove away a proud Subi owner.

A very wise man that goes by, PPMCC, said, "we're trying too hard to be like 'them'." 'Them' being the rest of the world. After pondering this thought for a while, I saw his point. Beginning our battle with equal rights and opportunities is a start. People are afraid, afraid that we might actually be legit.

This may be the case for those Black Subaru Outback owners. They just want to fit in, not stand out among the crowds of I-25 and downtown Denver. They have as many rights as all other black Subaru Outback owners.

I say, "Be yourself" and 'they'll' accept you for you-except you.

The way you are...

She has a way about her.  A way that only I can see.  Thankfully, no one else has snagged her, because ladies, 'she's mine'.  Even if you tasted her for a moment she never looked at you the way she looks at me.  I adore her.  

I love her more than 2009.

Happy New Year

Resolution:

1)  Take better care of myself (start running again)

2)  Pay attention to her details (love her)

3)  Utilize my time well with school 

4)  Pay off our Jan. 1, 2009 debt  (Who would of thought 2009 would start off at a hotel?)